When you have been as heavy as I have been for as long as I have been then you begin to appreciate the word "light"... I am still an albatross! Pretty much the heaviest I will ever be... but I feel lighter. I know it is totally psychological. You don't go without your usual pleasures for a week and 3 days and not feel like it SHOULD be showing somewhere! LOL!! I do hope that it will start to show somewhere cos I didn't do too good today at my weigh-in!
DAMN SCALE!!
I have issues with their scale! Yup!! But unfortunately, that's the scale I have to depend on. Remember I said I was going to stay committed to the program and do it "their" way solely. Anyone who knows me must realise how much of a challenge that is in itself... conforming! I don't do "conform"... I am about, "how else?" So I only dropped .5kg in 2 days even after I survived many temptations and trials. I'll tell you about that in a minute. I braved through the massage again. Did I tell you about the punching?
TUG! PINCH! KNEAD! PULL! PUNCH!! SLAP SLAP SLAP!!!
You must begin to feel me about these massages. First you lie on the "hospital bed" looking like a slab of meat (I'm sure). Then the torturers come and work from foot to head with the singular aim of awakening and pressing every fat cell out of your body. What they don't get to with a tug and a pinch, they get to with a pull or a punch. Or they slap it out of your body! I often wonder why I don't have tell-tale signs on my skin from the constant abuse... I guess they know what they are doing cos I feel, but never look, black and blue!
PUFF-PUFF!
There was home-made puff-puff at fellowship yesterday! I did not have any... It killed me not to be able to throw those soft, lovely sweet things into my mouth... Then the chicken wings... sigh! I had my peppersoup and rested (?) Tossed and turned all night imagining that the puff-puffs were really just a reach away at the foot of the stairs. Wow! I've recorded many wins already!!
Make we de see! You guys with me still?
3 comments:
Yep!...am here sake'm.Great progress girl.just keep trucking along and no distractions!i completely understand your temptations dear;lol!...i am salivating at the thought of the home made puff puffs!...thank God for WILL POWER!
I am a bit apprehensive about the punching,pinching and tugging?..Sake'm,i hope there are no side effects to your body after you've lost all the excess fat?will it not adversely affect your lovely firm skin?..as in sagging?...am just asking?...no intension discrediting the authenticity of your chosen method;just making sure that you have this in mind?whatever the case,the important thing is that the weight is dropping off!
Jisike!....you can do it!
If these torturers have a proven track record, then (maybe) the 'abuse' is good. Puff-Puff...lol, glad you resisted the temptation. We are still with you.
Chikere
The abuse is good o...! Had better be
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