DREARY ROAD TO SUCCESS
I really don't care what anyone says, this whole weight-watching thing is really like hell. It is slow, long, painful, seeming-endless deprivation. I think that pretty describes hell fire- Think about it! You see but you can't touch. You touch but you can't eat. In my own case, you cook... but you can't eat. I mean remember that prayer (song) "some can eat but have no food, some have food but cannot eat..." I never imagined that i would someday be in the category of those that have food but cannot eat!!! I always thought it referred to people who are sick in hospital, have no appetite, can't keep food down... or some such condition... not a "Me"!!!

ALWAYS ON A DIET
It's really unfair, when you think of it, that for as long as I can remember (in my adult life) I have been too guilty to eat normally! I am and have been on one diet or the other for as long as I remember! That can't be good!

SPRINTER DREAMS
Oh, I need to share this! I dreamt last night that I became a marathon runner. I had such stamina that people were suggesting that I do the long races at the olympics! LWKMD!!! People who know me know that one thing I do NOT have is the stamina for running for a full minute even!!! It was a nice dream but I woke up thinking, "Sh**, I can't even sleep in peace without thinking of my weight!"

I need a life!