NOW I AM DODGING THE TORTURERS!
It's a pity what I have found myself doing but the old Uloma has reared her head! I need to push her back and away! I am not sure that I know how. I am rewriting meal plans, substituting calorie counts and generally doing anything I like! I have decided that boiled groundnuts are not so bad especially if I have some tablets of Alli after them to ensure that no oil was retained. I have learnt a mild enema style that helps me unburden my large intestines in a manner that worries even me at its assumed efficiency! I crave Wednesday water! Have slacked on my gym activities and I am not sure what I weigh because I avoid the torturers' scale.
Woe is me! Where can I get a new zest from? I see slim people and I feel, "Who are you kidding? You cannot ever be nearly that slim!" Why is this happening to me??? Maybe I need a vacation. A vacation from... my life!
2 comments:
27 posts in May. 13 posts in June. Only 2 in July so far... I guess it's been a long ride already!
Ulo, I know exactly what you mean and how you feel, but I want you to know that you have been an encouragement too me on this weight loss journey. It was your DETERMINATION to finally beat this thing called FAT, that got me to start doing a new programme to seriously do something about my weight.
I would read the blog every now and then and could see that you were making steady progress........and i thought if Ulo can do it, so can I.
Please do not give up!!!!! You have been at this point before and it was the giving up that got us to the place we now find ourselves.
Don't forget.....this time is different. Its not business as usual. Its the final journey to achieve the goal we seek.. PLEASE KEEP UR EYE ON THE GOAL.
Now is not the time to alter the diet sheet...etc and pls keep away from corn...at least until we have made a considerable progress on the target weight.
Remember THIS IS IT!!!!
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